Kim Kardashian has spoken openly about what led to her then-impending split from husband Kanye West in the emotional Keeping Up With The Kardashians series finale.
After 20 seasons, the iconic reality show came to an end on Thursday and fans were left in shock as Kim opened-up to mum Kris about turning 40, the state of her marriage and what she wants out of life in the future.
During a visit to Kim's house, Kris asks her daughter how she is "really doing" in the wake of their family trip to Lake Tahoe, where Kim broke down in tears over Kanye moving to Wyoming. Khloe later told the camera crew: "Kim is dealing with so much right now. Before we left her and Kanye had this big fight."
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"I just feel like I've worked so hard in life to achieve everything that I've wanted to, and I've lived up to my expectations and achieved 10 times more than I even thought was humanly possible. But I don't have a life to share that with," Kim says during her heart-to-heart with her mum after the trip.
Kim then opens up about how she feels about Kanye's relocation to Wyoming and how it makes her feel. "Obviously my kids and everything, but am I just going to sit here and think 'okay my kids fulfil me' and I'm good and then I never thought I was lonely. I always thought that's totally fine, I could just have my kids, my husband moves from state-to-state and I'm on this ride with him and I was okay with that.
The reality star and Skims creator celebrated her 40th birthday in October last year. She tells her 'momager' that this was a milestone for her in realising what she wants out of life. "After turning 40 this year I realised 'no, I don't want a husband that lives in a completely different state,'" she explains. "To me, that's when I thought 'that's when we're getting on the best' but then that is sad to me and that's not what I want."
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She then hints at what she wants out of a relationship, including the 'little things' she feels she was missing out on during her marriage. "I want someone that... we have the same shows in common," she confesses. "I want someone that wants to work out with me. Like every single day Khloé and Tristan and I would work out at 6am, the three of us, and I was third wheeling it for a good eight months in quarantine and I was so envious of that.
"I was like 'wow'. It's like the little things is what I don't have. I have all the big things. I have the extravagant, everything you could possibly imagine and no one will ever do it like that. I know that. And I'm grateful for those experiences but I think I'm ready for the smaller experiences that I think will mean a lot."
Kris, who is now teary eyed, responds: "I just want you to be happy and joyful and I think I haven't seen that in a really long time."
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Kim responds: "Yeah. And I'm ready too. Whatever that is. Like I'm not rushing it. I'm not like... I don't have any final decisions that I wanna make."
The Kardashian-Jenner family took their family trip to Lake Tahoe during Christmas last year. In January a post to the official KUWTK Instagram page confirmed filming had wrapped. In February TMZ, announced that Kim had filed for divorce from Kanye after seven years of marriage after weeks of speculation.
According to TMZ, the couple's split is "amicable" and Kim is asking for joint legal and physical custody of their four children.
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The final episode of KUWTK also followed Khloe as she moved to Boston to live with Tristan Thompson for the remainder of the NBA season.
The series finale of Keeping Up With the Kardashians is available to stream on hayu right now.
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